Friday, October 26, 2007

Wow, it's been a while.

Re-reading my last my post, it seems like I haven't written in ages. It's late, I can't play any games, and I can't sleep, so why not make a new post?

-So since I wrote my last post, probably a day or two after, I was thinking about my situation with the other girl in the posts and decided that rather than repeating the situation, that I would take a chance. Now, I know in my last post I said that I was more interested in the idea than the girl...well I lied. I was just a big chicken. However, this time I went for it...and I've been seeing that girl since. I won't say anything beyond that since I don't think this is the place and I don't like to talk about girls I'm currently dating in the public, but I'm having fun (in spite of the fact we both know it ends when I leave in January).

-Since that last post, I did GT I can't count how many times. I haven't done it in almost a month though. As of late, I've actually had a decent mix of both schedule and jobs. I've been doing shops, cash, training, midshifts, had a morning here and there, second shift, saturdays off...it's been interesting. I think they've actually been listening to the CP's complaints and are trying to accomadate us.

-I went to a Boys Like Girls concert, it was fairly good. This was the first concert where I wasn't actually in the pit going crazy, instead I just kind of chilled in the back with the lady friend. It was a nice changeup, however you can guarantee when I see Breaking Benjamin, Sum 41, Brand New, or Jimmy Eat World, I will most definetely be in the pit. Rocking out, balls-to-the-wall style is the only way to experience those bands. Yes, singing my lungs out like an idiot as well.

So far I don't know what to think of my experiences in Florida. I know that I've changed a little bit as a person...I've opened up more. While in the past, I had no problem slipping into a role where I can easily communicate with people I didn't know when I was forced into it, such as in an interview, but now I can do it pretty much on command. With any one. It's great for manipulating members of the opposite sex by flirting with them, and it's hilarious to see when it works and they act completely different toward you then other people. I've learned that all I have to do is be loud, say stupid things (not un-intelligent persay, but things I would normally filter out), and not show any hint of shame in them. That last bit is probably the hardest, but whatever. I can thank Disney for showing me what it means to be an actor.

The weather here is starting to change. For the first day since I've been here, it was rather chilly. Even though two days ago it was probably around 95-100F. It's probably just a cold front, but it might be a preview of things to come.

Work is starting to get a tad bit exhausting. I'm finding myself mashing the snooze button closer and closer to the time I need to leave for work each day. I lack the will (and time) to do any cleaning around my room or any serious ammount of laundry. Thankfully, my new roomate isn't really here 90% of the time and I can get away with being a total slob.

Well, I don't really know what else to talk about in short at the moment. I still haven't gotten around to pounding out any of my stories from here quite yet. It seems like everytime I go to, I back down and feel I should journal what's going on instead. Either way, I need to do this more often. To the point where 25% of my blog isn't me complaining about how I never write or how I'm going to write something,